Shadya

Part of me feels likes walking silently to a corner Curling up under my blanket Holding my teddy close and crying softly Waiting for my parents to come To wake me from my nightmare To pick me up, hold me close and tell me that everything is fine. I'll fall asleep with mum stroking my hair and wake to a beautiful morning and realise that the nightmare is gone and the world is ok The other part feels like screaming Shouting until my viose is gone Picking up every thing and throwing it against the wall Ripping down the wall paper Swearing and cursing the world untill i'm sitting in a pile a rubble But i know my parents wont co

Why do we always wait, To tell people how we feel? I guess I hoped I guess I hoped That you already knew. I respect you, I trust you I'd miss you If you go I can't imagine You not being here I always said I'd come see you But the time Never came And now it might Never come at all So please stay It'd be too hard I hope you know I love you Why do we always wait, To tell people how we feel? I guess I hoped I guess I hoped That you already knew. One more chance One more day A little more time To spend with you To laugh and smile Like we used to When I though I had All the time in the world I never thought One

I flew free, though my dreams My own World. There was just me, alone With creatures, born from my imagination Dreamt up to keep me company. To Guard me from lonliness. Otheres were there too But... I could only see what they said Unable to touch, hear, smell or taste. Did they really exist? Could they really exist? But now, My wings are tied with chains of silk. I am no longer flying. No longer lost inside myself. I am a prisoner of reality. I chose this fate. Drawn to it. I needed this. Needed to be with real things Things i can touch, hear, smell, taste and see. Otherwise, I may of slipped inside a hole. A ho

Simple words, When spoken, Can mean,    More, Than the word, Itself. Words like,   Love, Friendship,  Loyalty, Can be, Twisted,   Manipulated. They can loose, Their Power. Instead of, Joy,   Comfort,    Hope. They can be Turned, Their meaning Made evil. When spoken, They can cause A pain,   So deep, It can tear your Heart From your   Chest. A word Written On screen,   On paper. Can be read, By Hundreds,   Thousands,    Millions Of people. Who can, Interpret it, With different Minds. The Flat,   Shallow, Word Can loose It's Purpose,    Meaning, It was written With. So

When I am weak, You give me your strength. When I am cold, You give me your warmth. When I am lost, You give me your hand. When I am alone, You give me your love. Whenever I need you, You are there. You share my pain, You share my joy. And stand loyally beside me, No matter what you are faced with, No matter how strong the storm gets, I know that you are always there. How can I repay, All that you give me? I could spend an eternity searching. And I would find nothing worthy of you. All I can offer, Are these three simple words, That I give to you willingly and truthfully, 'I love you'

'Give your heart wings, Let it be free, Let it soar through perfect skies, Let it be free.' A phrase I heard long ago, When I still believed in hope, When I believed there was good in the world, When I believed in love. I had let my heart fly free, But dark clouds formed, Lightning lit up the monstrous storm, Thunder yelled in anger. My heart was struck down, It's wings burnt, Cruel rain pounded its wounds, Blood stained the earth. I gathered up my injured heart, Locked it in a heavy cage, Chained up its injured wings, And left it in darkness. I vowed I would keep it hidden, Never would I let it go, I could not face tha

My heart was torn from my chest, Trampled by those who claimed to care for me, It beat silently on the ground, And bled into the earth. Emotions, drowning my soul, How could I listen to what my mind said? When the pain inside kept screaming, It just could not be silenced. I wanted the end to come, But then you came and poured life into me, You made my heart whole, showed me light, But I am still so alone. I could not feel your presence, I could not feel the soft touch of your hands, My heart, soul and mind cried for you, I wanted, needed you here. But I knew this could not be, I could not reach you; fate was against us, It's